I was happy yesterday. I was happy yesterday because I managed to help someone achieve something. I was thrilled when I was told that it all materialised because of my help - because of my "one simple instruction", he said. Oh, how happy I was yesterday when I heard that I made a difference to some people's lives! I think it was one of my best moments in life. I went home with a very happy feeling. I was still feeling happy early this morning when I woke up.
But then, the good feeling didn't last long. Someone screwed my mood early in the morning and really screwed my day! Errghh!! If I could pull the head of that someone, I would! I hate having people screwing my day very early in the morning.
I can get upset easily, yes, that I admit. But the level of my 'upset-ness' depends on how severe the screw-up is. Well, who doesn't? Today, it was between medium-to-high. To me, what happened this morning was just plain stupid! And I clearly don't understand why!
When I asked for the explanation, all I get was, "I am sorry. I didn't mean to. My mind just went blank, I don't know how to answer." Bull-*%^#!! All Isaid thereafter was, "Yea, that explains a lot."
You know, I don't like people who say something in front of me, and say another thing behind. It hurts. And I don't like people treating me like I'm dumb, or stupid, when I know that I am not. I may not be a Phd holder, or scored 25A1s in school, or hold a high-rank position in a company, but I do know a thing or two about life. I do know how to be courteous to people. I do know that it is bad to hurt people's feelings, or lie to people. It is well known, even a toddler can understand that.
Ahhh... I get frustrated with life sometimes. At times, I feel that life is just plain unfair. I tried the method of blaming it to fate, but then again, fate is fate... What happened to me this morning WAS CLEARLY NOT FATE. That I know.
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