Unbelievably Annoying

You know how much it hurts you when you are on the verge of achieving something and suddenly there come someone who have this I-KNOW-IT-ALL attitude comes along and take it away from you? It happened to me today. God, this person really annoys me more and more each day. This person has never stop from annoying me since the day we had a row over something. OK, let's give this person a name... What about... Snake? Yes, snake it is. Because that is how this person is in real life. A real SNAKE.

Snake is very, very good in acting. When things go wrong, Snake is quick at pointing fingers at someone else. When problems crop up, Snake will poke its neck into it but will not volunteer to help. Thousands of excuses will be given for Snake's unavailability to assist in the situation. I have seen how a fellow friend had to take the responsibility and eventually face the consequences for not being able to get on top of a problem when Snake could have helped to prevent such incident from happening. Snake, being a snake, just kept its mouth shut, and slide away... Perhaps in joy at the expense of someone else's sufferings...

The leader of the current circle I am in didn't know all the misdeeds and the kind of personality Snake has. Again, Snake, being a snake, it is very good in clouding the circle's mind and judgement. I had such high respect for Snake before, but not since the many incidents that I have witnessed - how Snake abandoned a friend for its own good, how Snake would eat others for his own advantage, and how Snake would crush the spirit of others for its own power...

Today, Snake take joy in my defeat... But I believe that the world is round. As the saying goes, what goes around, comes around... Snake, I'll be waiting for the day you crumble... And when that happens, I will not say a word, but I will do what I know you would do best in such situation... Smile... And move quitely away... Then, you'll know the pain we have been through with you in the circle.

In Two Years...

It has been two years since I last wrote anything. Why? Simple... Lazy. I admit, I was just plain lazy. Oh, wait. I was busy too. With work. With life. Work and life. Life and work. Either way, both are important to me. So I just cannot abandon one or the other. Whether I like it or not, I just have to go through it... *sigh*

Anyway, so many things happened within the last two years. Good and bad... Had a new boss. Company changed name. I got pregnant and gave birth to a baby girl (Yay! My wish finally came true! Syukur alhamdullilah...). Sent my maid home because her contract has expired she said she wanted to come back but she lied she never returned she made me wait so long and now I have to look for a new one demmit! (Try reading that last one in a single breath. Difficult? Felt a little pain in tummy? Good. Because that is exactly how I felt with this maid issues). Had a change of role at work. And the most recent one... One of my boys was diagnosed to have been infected by H1N1. So there... Not all were good experiences, but then again, I never regret experiencing the bad ones either. I will try to share the details on some of the experiences I have had within the last two years as and when I can.

But for now, here I am, two years after. Still the same me, only this time I have a little princess in my little family! Ohhh... I just loveeee all that I have right now... =) God is indeed great!