Rose Aiesya - 7 months... Asyraff and Aimar turn 3 years 5 months...

My twin boys turned 3 years and 5 months last week. My little girl, Rose Aiesya, will be 7 months old in about a week time. How time flies... Nothing can describe the joy I've found in them. They are the apples of my eyes. They are my sweethearts... My love... And above all, the symbol of the bond I have with my dear darling husband.

With them in my life, everyday is a learning process for me, perhaps to hubby too. They taught us that children, young as they are, have feelings, and needs, and wants. They never failed to impress me with their tricks and skills...

As for the twins, although they were together in my womb for more than 9 months, they are still 2 different individuals. Asyraff, a little bit reserved, but can be very friendly at times, and has the most handsome smile. Aimar, on the other hand, is very, very friendly. Easy with people around him, and has a very cheeky smile. Oh, and he can be very mischievous too.





As for the baby of the family, Rose Aiesya, she's the most famous of them all. She gets the attention from everybody, and until recently, from Asyraff. She managed to 'soften' the heart of her elder brother when one fine day not so very long ago (just last week I think), out of the blue, we saw Asyraff touched and held his sister's hand when she came close to him. Though it lasted for only a minute, but it was an amazing improvement on Asyraff to us.

Asyraff was never fond of his little sister since the day we brought her home from the hospital. Unlike Aimar, he would shy away whenever all of us sit together watching TV. Aimar would approach and play with his sister, Asyraff would just stare or leave the place when she cries.

But that day, that very day, Rose was crying really loud. Hubby and I were busy doing our chores. It was really stressful… The sound of the TV, mixed with Rose crying, Aimar giggling and yelling over something we don’t even know what, and Asyraff clapping and jumping around…. It was super-duper noisy that I felt my head was about to explode! Suddenly, Rose stopped crying. I didn’t realise it if it was not hubby who quietly signaling to me to come to the living room. There… I saw Asyraff, stroking his little sister’s hand as if to calm her down. And Rose… Oh, sweet, sweet Rose… She was on her tummy, looking up to her brother, smiling, with her cheeks still wet from her tears… Such a wonderful sight that I almost cried myself… That very day, my heart was filled with happiness…We didn’t get to capture the moment with any of our camera or camera phones though. We were overwhelmed by the feelings of pure relief and joy that Asyraff had finally warmed up to his sister… =)

Unbelievably Annoying

You know how much it hurts you when you are on the verge of achieving something and suddenly there come someone who have this I-KNOW-IT-ALL attitude comes along and take it away from you? It happened to me today. God, this person really annoys me more and more each day. This person has never stop from annoying me since the day we had a row over something. OK, let's give this person a name... What about... Snake? Yes, snake it is. Because that is how this person is in real life. A real SNAKE.

Snake is very, very good in acting. When things go wrong, Snake is quick at pointing fingers at someone else. When problems crop up, Snake will poke its neck into it but will not volunteer to help. Thousands of excuses will be given for Snake's unavailability to assist in the situation. I have seen how a fellow friend had to take the responsibility and eventually face the consequences for not being able to get on top of a problem when Snake could have helped to prevent such incident from happening. Snake, being a snake, just kept its mouth shut, and slide away... Perhaps in joy at the expense of someone else's sufferings...

The leader of the current circle I am in didn't know all the misdeeds and the kind of personality Snake has. Again, Snake, being a snake, it is very good in clouding the circle's mind and judgement. I had such high respect for Snake before, but not since the many incidents that I have witnessed - how Snake abandoned a friend for its own good, how Snake would eat others for his own advantage, and how Snake would crush the spirit of others for its own power...

Today, Snake take joy in my defeat... But I believe that the world is round. As the saying goes, what goes around, comes around... Snake, I'll be waiting for the day you crumble... And when that happens, I will not say a word, but I will do what I know you would do best in such situation... Smile... And move quitely away... Then, you'll know the pain we have been through with you in the circle.

In Two Years...

It has been two years since I last wrote anything. Why? Simple... Lazy. I admit, I was just plain lazy. Oh, wait. I was busy too. With work. With life. Work and life. Life and work. Either way, both are important to me. So I just cannot abandon one or the other. Whether I like it or not, I just have to go through it... *sigh*

Anyway, so many things happened within the last two years. Good and bad... Had a new boss. Company changed name. I got pregnant and gave birth to a baby girl (Yay! My wish finally came true! Syukur alhamdullilah...). Sent my maid home because her contract has expired she said she wanted to come back but she lied she never returned she made me wait so long and now I have to look for a new one demmit! (Try reading that last one in a single breath. Difficult? Felt a little pain in tummy? Good. Because that is exactly how I felt with this maid issues). Had a change of role at work. And the most recent one... One of my boys was diagnosed to have been infected by H1N1. So there... Not all were good experiences, but then again, I never regret experiencing the bad ones either. I will try to share the details on some of the experiences I have had within the last two years as and when I can.

But for now, here I am, two years after. Still the same me, only this time I have a little princess in my little family! Ohhh... I just loveeee all that I have right now... =) God is indeed great!